Monday, March 18, 2002
The world is full of selfish bullshit today and I want no part of it.
Sometimes it is just easier to lock yourself in your bedroom.
Sometimes it doesn't pay to be a friend to someone cuz it is always about them.
Most times I don't want to be the listener, but I take on the role almost automatically.
Usually I repress everything that upsets me until I hurt someone as much as they have hurt me.
Often, I want to tell people to SHUT THE FUCK UP for once.
I am really trying to work on my patience level. But it can be very difficult. Almost impossible.
Sometimes it is just easier to lock yourself in your bedroom.
Sometimes it doesn't pay to be a friend to someone cuz it is always about them.
Most times I don't want to be the listener, but I take on the role almost automatically.
Usually I repress everything that upsets me until I hurt someone as much as they have hurt me.
Often, I want to tell people to SHUT THE FUCK UP for once.
I am really trying to work on my patience level. But it can be very difficult. Almost impossible.
